shammietearjerky

2007-02-02T20:12:00.000+08:00

Had trouble logging in to blogspot for the past 3 days or so.
It kept prompting error in loading up page everytime i tried to.

It's good to be back again.
There's plenty that i want to share with you readers.

I'm addicted to Taiwan show starring Ella from S.H.E
A show entitled Hana Kimi.

Exams are here. Sat for 2 papers. 3 more to go.
Flunked the first one. Truthfully, i didn't study much for it.
Should be able to pass the second one. Border line pass though.
I did a little studying though, the night before that is. Keh keh.
Haven't been me in recent times, a mere shadow of my past self.
I'm not sure how i should describe what i'm feeling now.
Tired + worn out mentally.
I do know one thing though, i'm in need of a break.
After the big hoo-haa from graduating from ITE, everyone expects me to do the same in SP.
Reach for the skies yet again.
In truth, i had little desire to pursue my diploma.
I do in fact, hope to get my diploma someday. But the time is not now.
Once again i'll say it, i need a break from books.
I'm merely passing time now in SP. Neither studying nor enjoying.
Haha i know this might sound rather shocking to most.
Thanks to those who have stood by me though.

For those who knows me well enough, they know i frequent the beach in my time of doubts.
The breeze and the sound of the crashing waves never fails to ease my mind off troubled thoughts. When i was back in camp though, there's no sandy beaches. I ran instead to offload my burdened mind. I'm back at it again. Been out jogging for the past few days. I feel good. I feel lightweight, both physically as well as mentally. Now, i really need to get a new pair of running shoes.

31st January 07, Wednesday
A meet up with Fid and Ifah and Bugis Junction. It was a last minute get-together session.
Venue: Starbucks Bugis Junction.
Fid was from work:- Refer to venue above.
Ifah is working later in the evening.
Aliman couldn't make it this time, apparently he got caught up in an interview.
As always, Ifah has 101 stories to tell.
It's a joy to have her around. A good company to sit over coffee.
Fid is her usual assured self, the one who always plan this meet ups.
It's good to meet u gals again after so long.
Ifah's N73 takes nice pics.

shammie + fid + ifah

Ifah's shoes. Customized by a friend of hers.

Picture courtesy of my N6280

While i was on the way to Bugis to meet them, i came across something interesting.
I snapped a pic of it at a traffic light junction.

I was behind a bus that has the same plate number as me.
Replace "sbs" with "fv" though.

Nightfall, together with Kris, Dee, Syuk, Muhaimin and Effendy, we let our voices be heard as we supported the Lions on their quest for their 3rd Asean Cup.
Venue: Kallang Stadium.

Effendy + Syuk + Muhaimin

Dee + Me + Kris

2007-01-29T20:48:00.000+08:00

The week long reservist is taking it's toll on me.
Too tired, aching all over.
My mind is drained, can't think much of what to blog about here.
My room is in a mess since i came back from the week long reservist.
Reservist-related stuffs/gears are all over the room.
No point in keeping it spick and span now.
Exam period is here.
My books and notes will add on to the mess.

Here's an update of the past week:

26th Jan 2007 Friday.
The end of my reservist.
Time to seperate ways with my platoon mates.
It's been a hectic but an enjoyable week with them.
Looking forward to December 11th.
We are meeting up again for another reservist in camp training.

42nd RB Alpha Coy Plt 1
After our final rescue exercise on Friday.

From left: Kimmy, Wes and Nasir
After our IPPT on Thursday.

Nike Presto Woven.
For those of you who've been following my posts here religiously, u'll recall that i tore my orange Nike Presto a week ago.
This time while running for my 2.4km IPPT, my black Nike Presto Woven gave way.
That's the 2nd running shoes that i discarded this month.
I'm out of running shoes.
Come payday, i know what's top on my shopping list.

27th January 2007 Saturday

Kallang Stadium, SG vs M'SIA
I was among the 55000 people whom filled the stadium that night.
Braving through the drizzle, witnessing our Lions triumph over our neighbours Malaysia.
It's been some time since the stadium was last filled to capacity.
Electrifying atmosphere, glad to be part of it that night.

A dated pic of Ana, Fid and me.
I lost that cap!
It's the second cap that i lost this month.
Both Stussy! Urrgghh!
Ok, i know what's 2nd on my shopping list come payday.

Lastly, this is for a good buddy of mine, "1708".
Like before, you'll bounce back.
Hearts you buddy, stay strong~
Duo xiao =)

2007-01-23T22:27:00.000+08:00

Had trouble getting to sleep last night.
Keep waking up to check the time.
Fearing that i might sleep longer then i should and be late for my reservist.
The last time i reached for my handphone to check the time was at 0423am.
Set alarm for 0530am. zZzzz~

Reservist, 2nd in camp training - Day 1

The first half of the day was a total bore.
We sat for briefing and talks in the auditorium till lunch time.
The day picked up only after lunch, we had refreshment lessons as well as training drills.
It was great to meet up with platoon mates.
We did a lot of catching up.
2 newly weds among us.
Jamal being the only absentee for this in camp training.

Sony Ericsson W850i

Eyecandy of the month.
Almost got myself this at the early of the month.
Adeline wants it too.
You get it first ba Ade, give in to you.
Ladies first, hehe.
I bought my compy table, jeans and comp speakers instead.
I couldn't help it but to lay my hands on it.
It belongs to Izwan and it's in the shade of white that i wanted.

2007-01-22T22:21:00.000+08:00

Bags are packed, ready to go.

It's been ages since i put on the uniform.
My boots are filled with webs.
This might sound weird to some.
But i love reservist.
Where many dread at being called up, i am always looking forward to one.
For i can't wait to meet up with my camp mates again.
A great bunch of guys, reservist in camp training seems like a yearly get together outing with them around.
It's more like a chalet honestly.
The only negative point that i can point out is the wee hours in the morning that we have to get up. As for me, this time around i have to miss classes. I wouldn't give up on my bros for books! Bring it on guys. *cheers*

Decided to head out for a jog in the early evening.
Look what i brought back.

My worn out Nike Prestos.
Darn, i need new running shoes now.

A quick shower and i'm off to study.
Found myself a comfy spot in Tampines.

Pokka Green Tea, a must have when studying!
Called it a day at 2203hrs.
Headed home.

2007-01-20T21:19:00.000+08:00

Forgo our trip to Palawan Beach Sentosa due to the rain in the late afternoon.
Instead both me and Qira made our way to Vivo City.
So Plan B was as follows:-

Watch a movie
Lunch
Shop for a sweater

En route to the GV Vivo City, we drop in at PageOne Bookstore.
Crossed my fingers, hoping that Med is working.
It's been ages since we last met.
There she was, behind the counter at the children's section.
Pleasant looking and smiley as always.
I feel it's a better working environment for you this time though.
As compared to C2 at ETP, it's much safer where you are now.
You get what i mean, *winks*.

Tickets for two, $19.
Time: 1335hrs.
GV Vivo Cinema 10.

A feast greeted me when i got home.

From left: Aloha Lover, Chicken Curry Lover and Meat Lover
Ate 6 slices in total. I feel like a snake now.

Refurnished my room last week.

Computer Table(IKEA) : $49
Chair(IKEA) : $35
Table Lamp(IKEA) : $15
Creative I-Trigue Speakers(Mustafa Center) : $79
Stitch Plush Toy : Free, courtesy of Qira.

2007-01-20T00:02:00.000+08:00

I'm wiping off spider webs and cobs off this site again.
Marking my return.
It's been a while since i last updated, last entry dated July.
I've found the motivation and drive to write again.
Thanks to those who stick by me, urging my return.
I'm touched. And to those who passed me links, i'll link up soon, promise.

Tearjerky is back.
A lot has happened during my absence from here.
Good and bad, highs and lows.
Moving on, we learn from our mistakes and experience.

There's a group of people who are dear to me.
Whom i wish to thank here, for sticking with me through troubled times.
Adeline & Kris - My 2 fav gals. Pillars in my life now. Great company. Reliable buddies. Love the 2 of u to bits.
Li Lina - My other half. Always there for me in times in need. Miss you pal.
Med and Nona - My trusty companions on MSN.
Ee Lin - My new found friend online. A great colleague. I'm back because of you. Cheers.
Naz - I would have left ETP if it wasn't for you. Our roads intertwine again.

To my loving sis, Sri Nur Aien:
Congrats dear. I'm happy for you.

A toast, here's to juicy write ups and fascinating pics to come in the near future.
*cheers*

2006-07-13T09:46:00.000+08:00

Late for school.
Maths tutorial commenced at 8am.
I'm 35mins late.
Opted do self studying instead.
The new tutorial staff is a naggy one.
Especially to late comers.
So here i am now, at the study area of blk 15 in SP.
Doing my mugging way early.
Practiced my tutorials.
Slowly i'm returning back to the person i was.
The study freak~
After a long "mental vacation" i call it.
I'm getting the hang of it again, the mood to study.

School ended at 3 yesterday.
Rushed to Sentosa to join my colleagues.
Smaller group this time around as compared to the 40+ we gathered last week.

2006-07-10T06:22:00.000+08:00

Too occupied to update recently.
Constant late nights.
Laziness adds up as one of the factors as well.

Looking ahead, i'll be in a giant bubble.
Secluding myself away from the world outside.
4 weeks away from final semester exams, it's mugging time.
Pardon me, as i'll be away for this period of time.
Less chats and less updates.
There are certain wrongs that i need to put right.
There are certain people needed to be proven wrong.
Got to put my act together this time around and really work on it.
S.O.S - I need the grades.

The World Cup is over.
There's no reason, no excuse for not concentrating on my studies.
Approximately 1 hour 20mins ago, Cannavaro lifted the trophy for the Azzurris as they celebrated their triumph over France in the 2006 World Cup Finals.
It'll be best remembered for Zidane's dismissal in extra time. In a game that is to be his last before hanging up his boots for good.

8th July 2006, made a convoy to Bukit Batok for Nizam's pre-wedding dinner. As we can't make it for the wedding on the actual day, the escapians grouped up and went over on the eve.

Husband to be in green.

Our table.

Azman, Ramesh & Mashoor.

Glen, Joseph & Fairuz.

Me & Zul, bone steak galore.

2006-07-05T23:57:00.000+08:00

Destination : Plaza Singapura
Time : 1605hrs
Got a show to catch at 1900hrs, Cathay.
Superman Returns, courtesy of sis in law.
As school ends at 1500hrs, we(Qira & Me) headed to Plaza Singapura.
It's been ages since i've been to PS, 4-5 years perhaps?
Dragged Qira to every floor. Toured around PS.
Deservingly, treated her to lunch at LJS.
Spotted an exhibition on the ground level.
World's Largest Chocolate Bar, courtesy of Kit Kat.

Made our way to the newly refurnished Cathay Building.
Approximately a 5 min walk from PS.
To our disappointment, most of the shops in the building are still vacant.
Lotsa on-going construction works in the building as well.
"Light at the end of the tunnel."
Cathay Cinema is marvellous.
The floor area to purchase tickets and snacks are spacious.
Electronic displays lines up the walls instead of normal standies & posters of shows.
My favourite part of the floor area, the comfy sofas around.
Loads of them.
The theatre, there's lotsa room between your legs and the front seat.
There are ushers on duty to guide you in the theatre.
They'll shine their torch on the ground around your feet as they guide you in the theatres.
Cast aside any worries of tripping on the steps.

Superman Returns - I'll rate it 4/5.
This is from a cartoon and comic enthusiast.
Didnt expect the show to be as long as it was, 2 hours 35mins.

PS - Thanks sis for the pair of tics..
Yesterday - 4th July 2006.
Had a splendid time out with the Escapians at Palawan Beach, Sentosa.
We lost count at 30, i'm certain though that we hit 40 on the turnout.
Photos galore, close to 300 pics snapped.
Here's one..

2006-07-02T23:27:00.000+08:00

Shammie A

Shammie B

Shammie C

Limited edition Shammie with specs plush toy with every purchase of Happy Meal.
Three exclusive Shammie with specs designs to choose from.
Hurry get your Happy Meal today. While stocks last.

Woke up at 1135am.
As routine, check my hp for any unread messages.
To my surprise, my hp went dead on me.
How can that be possible.
It had 3 bars of battery left before i went to sleep.
It triggered my mind that there must have been numerous missed calls.
Someone kept calling till my hp get drained out of battery.
Checked my voicemails, 3 unheard voice messages.
2 of which are voicemails from Kak Ros.
Apparently, i am supposed to work today starting at 0900am.
No offence to Kak Ros, she's been pretty tired lately.
She's expecting after all.
However she's a little forgetful recently.
She claimed to have told me on Friday about my schedule.
*voilaaaaaaa*
I wasn't informed about my schedule when she called on Friday.
Instead i was informed about a course that i have to attend on 1st Aug.
I didn't reason out much with her earlier. Accept the any blames attached.
Kept my cool and listen to what she have to say.
Go easy on an expecting woman.
I'm sure it's purely accidental.
Came to work at 1400hrs to cover her in the afternoon shift.

2006-07-01T19:52:00.000+08:00

What doesn't goes into my mouth, goes into the dustbin.
Dropped by Burger King Downtown East for my late lunch.
Hafiz was working at the counter today.
Let's elaborate more on this particular Hafiz.
He's known to us Escapians, as the other Rohaidee.
Rohaidee's younger bro? The bro he never had.
They share a splitting image of each other.
Rohaidee being the older and better looking of the two.
Apart from physical attributes, they are similar in other ways.
Which i shall not elaborate here. *zips mouth*

"assalamualaikum sha..." he greeted me.
Darn, he never get my name right.
I ordered a large coke and fries.
Paid $4.70 for it.
But i was served with a tray containing more then i paid for.
A slight cough, and he gave me a cheeky smile and a wink.
Had he gave me that cheeky smile and wink at other times, i swear i would have burst out into laughters.
It is THAT bad! It's a cheeky smile and a wink that will send girls running all over. Running to him? NO NO, running away.
Anyway i kept cool in his presence. It's the least i can do to repay his generosity today.
A large coke + fries + onion rings + mushroom swiss.
Thank you.
Sorry as well, i couldn't finish it all.

About done with my CTA report.
Didn't connect my mouse to lappy.
Placed my hp just beside my lappy.
Negligence sinks in.
Yours truly Shammie mistook his hp as a mouse.
*screeeeeeeech*
I'm using a scratched Nokia 6680 now.

2006-06-30T21:52:00.000+08:00

Let's do an Ethan Hunt.
Let's do the impossible.

Now playing :
Marilyn Manson & Sneaker Pimps - Long Hard Road Out Of Hell.

Now where did i lose ground?
On-hibernation mode.
Off to do some soul searching.

06 Oct 1997 - This is for you.

2006-06-29T20:43:00.000+08:00

drunk on milkshake

Everyday, i ask myself the same question over and over again.
Should i stay or should i go.
I've lost it. A statement that will shock many around me.
ITE Top Student/Graduate, reduced to mere shambles in poly.
I've lost interest in my studies.
My current course of studies to be precise.
I failed not because i am dumb or i can't cope.
Rather it's because i don't bother to study for the exams.
So much expectation was placed on me.
I'm sorry i can't deliver.
Not on this stage.

My biggest apology is for mom.
My pillar of strength.
She picked me up, when i suffered my biggest setback.
A drop out student during my first stint with ITE.
She gave me her fullest support when i decided to rejoin ITE 2 years ago.
There couldn't be a better way to repay her faith, i graduated as the top student of the cohort.
Never before have i seen her so proud.
Now, i can't bear to put her through another heart break.

How do i pursue something that i don't have interest and belief in?

2006-06-28T23:05:00.000+08:00

Had the long awaited break that i need.
Destination : Palawan Beach, Sentosa.
There were 7 this morning.
Nazrul, Domininc, Shahroun, Syawal, Nona, Qira and myself.
Aliman joined us later at 1600hours.

2006-06-28T02:15:00.000+08:00

Gathered the Escapians earlier at Downtown East. The meet-up was initially intended to throw a surprise celebration for Syahirah. Due to unforseen circumstances, she can't make it. Thus a foiled meet-up. A big thank you those who turn up. Didnt expect an over-whelming response.

This might be a surprise to most of you. I'm considering to quit my full time diploma. Judging from my recent performance in school, i feel it's best for me to stop. Instead, i'll be taking my diploma on a part time basis. Hopefully i'm able to fare better, where learning are at a slower and comfortable pace for me. It was hard to bring up the topic to mom. Thankfully she understood.

2006-06-26T20:22:00.000+08:00

The craze goes on.
It's as contageous influenza.
Since Friday, Escapians are infected with a viral "photo'lingus".
We can't stop posing for pics.
Living up to our slogan, "fun people serving fun people".

Took the first 2 of 5 papers for Mid-Sem Test.
Circuit Theory Analysis & Microcontroller.
I'm just hoping that they bring the passing mark down.
No prizes for guessing how i fare for both papers.
Blame it on the World Cup?
Nahh..
I was more then able to do the previous 4 past year papers.
The Co-ordinators set a very hard paper this time around.
*cross fingers* for now..

2006-06-24T23:04:00.000+08:00

::beautiful blue eyes::

It's the last week the Globe of Speed stunt artistes are performing in Downtown East.
Snapped a pic with Alex's son.

Let this be a reminder that we have to be mindful with our words.
We might not be aware that what we blurt out might be a form of insult to others. Came across an awkward moment at work today with my colleague Ema. No offence to Ema though. It's purely accidental.
There's a code word used at work, "code india".
It is used to whenever there's a case of injury in the park.
As i was treating the injured guest, Ema entered my room and asked if there's a "code india" declared?
Apparently she didn't hear it declared on air.
Now this is the complication, the injured guest accompanied by his mom are Indian Nationals on holiday here. I could sense a little discomfort expressed by them.
Ema mentioned "code india" for the second time.
This time around, the guest's mom look away from us.
When Ema left the room, the guest's mom pop out a question.
She wanted to know if the word "code india" is used to categorized them.
Thankfully she asked in a proper and mannered way.
I did my best to explain to her the actual meaning of the word.
She accepted the explaination but she did point out that the use of that word might be an insult to others. In particular guests who are Indians.
Point taken, a learning lesson for all perhaps.

2006-06-24T00:45:00.000+08:00

Did my studying in Dwntwn East.
Was distracted by an argument between two tai-tais.
(tai-tais :- rich wives)
A heated verbal argument.
It lasted almost 40mins.
Was hoping for a cat-fight *pwaarrr*
Darn it didn't happened.
A poor hubby stood rooted helplessly.
Their kids watching from a safe distance.
It's a shame they have to do this in front of their children.

Had company, Miss Tan, Nona, Sri and Mai.
Spent a good 3hrs+ helping Miss Tan with her blog set up.

Headed down to Al-Fresco with Nona for supper.
When the fun people of Escape join us shortly after, we went into a snapping frenzy.
Here's some pics of me & my colleagues.

2006-06-22T20:31:00.000+08:00

With regards to my previous post, blame it on coke.
At 0500 hours this morning, i'm still having trouble dozing off.
Interview and photoshoot in 6 hours time. *darn*

*Time ticks away*

Destination : Dover
Time : 1115hours
15 mins late for my interview.
8 missed calls, 5 voice messages.
Impactful first impression eyy?
I was expecting 3 at the table.
Just like the previous interviews in school.
I held my breath for a short while when i was greeted by 7 interviewers in the room.
I'm not optimistic about the outcome of the interview though.
Out of 30, only 3 will get the scholarship.
*cross fingers*

I wasn't in proper attire for the photoshoot.
Or should it be the other way around?
The letter said, semi casual attire.
I came down with a long sleeve, collar & button top and my jeans.
Whereas the rest came down in formal-wear, with ties and all.
*curses*

2006-06-21T18:47:00.000+08:00

Three large cokes from burger king resulted in endless trips to the toilet. Maybe i should plan out a fluid diet before i turn diabetic. The extra intake of sugar/glucose helps on the mugging though. Started on it early today.

Destination : Downtown East.
Time : 1500hrs.
Weather : Humid and Sunny.

It puzzles me that the 2 teens next to my table are drinking Tiger Beer at this time of the day.

Closed my books at 1820hrs.
Waited for Miss Tan and Mai to drop by. As usual Miss Tan came late, 1910hrs. She came down with her lappy. I was supposed to help her set up her own blog. Little progress were made today. Blogging were put to a halt when the performers from Kenya drop by to join us.

Rastaman rides..

2006-06-20T04:42:00.000+08:00

Back with a new skin layout.
It's not one of my own this time around.
Too occupied to make one.
Darn, i miss Palawan Beach.
The sun, the sand and the sea.
Exams in a week time.
Too fast and too soon.

Excellent customer service.
When was the last time u experienced some?
My compliments to the staffs at Sentosa Fort Siloso 15/06/06.
Call them dolls if you want to.
For their faces were crafted with pleasant smiles at all times.
Guests/Customers are their top priority.
While on a tram there, the staffs there took time to stop their errands and waves at us whenever we passes by.
Ever friendly and approachable, from the guide to the tram driver.

Thank you for all the well wishes and the wonderful gifts.
Appreciate it lots.

Ps - 20th June, Happy Bday Nona